I know that you probably wont read these and you probally have moved on by now, but last night i had a dream that i saw you and we where together, it was sort of sad but I loved seeing you even if you weren't really there :( anyways, in the dream you told me that you would wait for me so we could watch the sun set one day together. I hope its true even though it most likely isnt. I miss talking to you hun, its gonna be one week without you tomorrow, im gonna probably cry. I cant get over you Ka Shong
God damn i cant seem to find happyness right now, im not gonna hurt myself because i know you wouldent want me to do that. I really cant get over you, and im not trying to get over you forever, just for a little while. I just want to do something so that maybe ill be happy until i see you again
Ive been talking to kirstin witch has made me pretty happy but the void in my heart for you is still there. I went to my first therepy session today and i cried alot, my therapist told me that i have been mentally and phycologically abused into a point of sickness and depression. I hope i stop going there soon or i might hurt myself pretty bad. I'm not going to kill myself though because I love you and im gonna wait for you. I love you and miss you alot sweetie ❤️ i hope i still love me❤️
its 12:30 right now and i cant fall asleep because i miss you so much, every time i check all my social stuff to see if you have any way to message me i come back dissapointed. I miss talking to you I know that one day ill get to watch the sunset with you and that keeps me motivated, I dont know if your parents are telling you that i used you or what they want to say about me, but i really miss you, i love you so damn much hun❤️