vent song after i ripped a barcode into my thigh, turned out well! my brother made the bass line :D
it's not in any major key btw, it's got both f dorian and f aeolian-
if the title changes from "unfinished song i made because i feel like *****" to an actual title, chances are i killed myself (or at least tried to) immediately after finishing it.
from one random folk to another, best way to stop sh is to never even start it. don't go down the route i have. couple red lines turn into beads of blood on top of burning, angry slashes turn to blood dripping down fresh wounds to scars, shame, and sheer *****ing panic. desperation sets in, you go for potentially dirty or rusty or downright dangerous things to use, and you risk infection just to get that tiny, guilty serotonin boost and you feel like dog***** because of how many people you let down. ain't nothin worth it. all it's done for me is worsen my suicidal thoughts, land me in a psych ward, n get a couple scars on my legs (and i'll prolly get a few more).
ohh no worries! aye, i've got friends n folks i vent to, but if anything i tend to feel worse about it, specially since the more friends i have, the more folks i'll traumatize when i try to kill myself, so aye, kinda been isolating myself a bit.
also don't have insta, so that'll throw a wrench in things-