This is kind of the first time I've implemented my emotions in a song. I'd usually just place notes down and see what seemed right, can you tell that I haven't learned any theory? but despite all that I really tried to capture how I was feeling here. I have been using this site for a while, making jingles and melodies that go nowhere XD so I do have a little experience.
I'm currently in a relationship, but in the time of making this song we.. were kind of falling out of love, doesn't help that it's LDR. I started to really overthink, I had a ton of spiraling unhealthy thoughts that I really don't want to get into.
Things are getting better now, so I'll try to reflect that in the later parts of the song. I'm just glad that period is over.
This song really means a lot to me, so I'll keep working on just this for now.
I don't think I'll change the name, it somehow fits with all the stuff that's been happening. I feel like I'm being tested somehow, and I'll do everything and anything to pass.
edit: were still not doing great, listening to this helps gather my thoughts. edit2: we broke up.
