Song Name: A Wishful Thought
--Verse One--
Severance of the dark and light.
Holding the rock; protecting me from the crashing waves.
Chill air enters my lungs.
Morning mind; a wishful thought;
Thought of my recognition.
Dreams that haunt the soul;
Covered in ash and as invisible as air.
Waking up with a sad heart.
--Chorus One--
Chest grows tighter,
Air becomes harder to breathe,
The mind goes rouge;
Forgetting the happiness.
Eyes become opened,
To another truth;
The good of the world,
Is false hope for me.
--Verse Two--
My covered face,
Rarely gets seen again.
My mood swings;
Tearing apart my mind.
Built-up walls,
Now getting taken down.
But even though I do this pain take down;
It still comes with a price.
--Chorus Two--
And I believe;
the things I see.
With love and kindness;
The things we grow.
And I believe;
The mind is one.
Fog of the world;
Will clear one day.
--Verse Three--
A call for help;
Swollen in darkness.
A time of need;
Yet empty-handed.
A winters weather;
Deadly yet subtle.
A hearts mind,
Is a gateway through the path of time.
--Chorus Three--
Path of fog;
killing motivation.
Winters cold;
Sharp and strict.
Filling the void;
Only leaves you bad.
Learn from history;
Never repeat.
--Verse Four--
A burden I carry,
I wake up from this dream.
I face reality;
Scared and lonely.
I don't want disappointment;
Yet I find it now.
All I can hope for;
Is better days to come.
--Chorus Four--
And I believe;
The things I see.
With love and kindness;
The things we grow.
And I believe;
The things I see.
We can all do this;
We will come back from this
Song Name: A Breath of Ones Soul
--CHORUS ONE--
SEIZE MY LIFE AND DAY OF NIGHT
AH, COVERED BY ASH; YOU PULLED THE LEVER
AH, THEY ALL STAND AND WATCH BUT DO NOTHING TO HELP
AH, THEY FEEL SORRY AND BAD BUT DO NOTHING
AH, I CALL OUT FOR HELP AFTER WAITING MANY NIGHTS
AH, I AM ONE OF AIR IN THIS ETERNAL DARKNESS
--Verse One--
A lead-up, the climax is the new guest
Awaiting resolution, a problem wanting to be put to bed
A false hope, not knowing what to trust now
A covered face rarely gets seen anymore
--CHORUS TWO--
AH, GOODNESS EVAPORATES
AH, NAME OF ONE CANNOT BE UNDONE
AH, HELD BACK TONGUE,
AH, FORCED BACK AGAINST MY WILL
AH, SINCRONIZE MY EYES AND SEE
AH, THIS INTERNAL BEAST
--Verse Two--
One can't remove this darkness
One falls out of the cycle
Caught by a newfound face
Hidden down, one finds disgrace
Just been thinking of this
--Verse One--
I - AM - DONE - NOW
AHH, AHH, AHH, WELCOME TO MY HELL - HEY!!
(BACKGROUND VOICE - QUIET; GETS A LITTLE LOUDER THOUGH IN EACH AHH)
--Verse Two--
I see - the angle of darkness,
I fee - the widow of shame
I feel my heart growing older
(BACKGROUND VOICE - QUIET; GETS A LITTLE LOUDER THOUGH IN EACH AHH)
AND NOW I'M DONE WITH IT ALL TODAY
EVERBODY WELCOME TO MY VERY OWN PERSONAL HELL
--CHORUS--
I FEEL - THE WIDOW OF DARKNESS
I SEE - THE ANGLE OF SHAME
I FEEL - MY SOUL GETTING HEAVIER
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?
Song name: The Entrance into a New World
Suns and flowers,
Glistening in the wind,
The world at peace,
The conflicts rest at last,
A new plant grows bringing happiness and hope,
All of the troubles becoming outnumbered,
We are the ones who brought them in the first place,
--Chorus--
THIS WORLD THAT WE DESTROY IN AGONY,
LOOKING FOR THE PROBLEM WE DID NOT FIND,
UNTIL THE REALIZATION COME TO BE,
WE WERE THE PROBLEM THIS ENTIRE TIME,
--CHORUS TWO--
CLOUDS COVERED THE WORLD; A SHADOW CORRUPT,
HUMANS BEGAN TO FIX THE MUCK,
AND NOW THE WORLDS SHINES ONCE AGAIN,
HISTORY WILL NO LONGER EVER REPEAT,
Song name: This feeling that we never get used to
--Verse One--
She sits in the corner of her room - alone
Her red-rimmed eyes and bags that lay have become engraved
The weight on her shoulders is too much
Her face has forgotten happiness
--Verse Two--
The cut marks that fill her arms she hides
Stepped outside, went to the grave
Too much for her
She went insane
--Chorus--
HANDS IN HER HAIR LYING ON THE GROUND
THE SOBS DRENCH HER FACE AS LETS OUT
SHE SCREAMS IN CONFUSION WHY THIS HAD TO HAPPEN
AND WHY SHE HAD TO LOSE HIM
--Chorus two--
SHE SAT IN THE DENIAL DAY BY DAY
SOON THE SADNESS TURNED TO RAGE
TRYING TO GET BACK WHAT SHE LOST
SHE FOUND HERSELF IN DEPRESSION
--CHORUS THREE
SOON SHE WILL FELL THE ACCEPTANCE FOR HER LOSS
AND HER EYES WILL MEET WITH THE SUN AGAIN
BUT AS OF NOW, SHE FEELS HOPELESSNESS
REGAINING THE THOUGHT THAT SHE HAS STRENGTH
Song
--Verse One--
Eah eah eah eah
Violence, anger, distrust
Feel the rage pouring out
You spread, like a virus
Affecting all; no care
This hatred you receive
You try to fix it every day
Yet you fail, giving up
Where is your strength I'm tired of listening to you
--Chorus--
OH HO, YOUR ANGER SPREADS
LIKE A VIRUS
WAKE UP, FIND THE CURE TO YOUR ANGER
WERE IS YOUR STRESSOR?
--Verse Two--
Every day you try to be kind
With failure, you proved yourself wrong
And all try to help you
to rid of this anger
You try to get attention
Just be a normal being
And what cycle
do you find yourself in?
--Chorus 2--
OH HO, I SEE YOU GROW DARKER
TREATING WITH VIOLENCE
WAKE UP, GET OUT OF THIS VICIOUS CYCLE
YOU WILL FIND THE STREATH ONE DAY
--Verse One--
Eah eah eah eah
Violence, anger, distrust
Feel the rage pouring out
You spread, like a virus
Affecting all; no care
This hatred you receive
You try to fix it every day
Yet you fail, giving up
Where is your strength I'm tired of listening to you
--Chorus--
OH HO, YOUR ANGER SPREADS
LIKE A VIRUS
WAKE UP, FIND THE CURE TO YOUR ANGER
WERE IS YOUR STRESSOR?
--Verse Two--
Every day you try to be kind
With failure, you proved yourself wrong
And all try to help you
to rid of this anger
You try to get attention
Just be a normal being
And what cycle
do you find yourself in?
--Chorus 2--
OH HO, I SEE YOU GROW DARKER
TREATING WITH VIOLENCE
WAKE UP, GET OUT OF THIS VICIOUS CYCLE
YOU WILL FIND THE STREATH ONE DAY
Song Name: SEASONS
FIRE OF THIS WORLD
ENTERAL DAMNATION
FEEL THE HOT AIR BURN YOU
FALLING TOWARDS THE GROUND
DEHYDRATED, STARVING, AND LONELY
WINTER COLD APPROACHING
MANY WILL BE KILLED BY THE WINTER
ALMOST AS MUCH AS WE HAVE KILLED OURSELVES
--CHORUS--
THE LEAVES ON THE TREES BLOW AWAY
THE CLOUDS GROW DENSER, A FOG POURS IN
THE SUN BECOMES BLOCKED OUT; THE WARMTH IS GONE
NOW THE PLANTS START DYING ONE BY ONE
--CHORUS TWO--
ICE COVERS THE GROUND THAT WE WALK
FROSTBITE AFFECTS US ALL
MANY SUFFER LAYING ON THE GROUND
DEATH WILL TOUCH THEM SHORTLY SOON ENOUGH
--CHORUS THREE--
THE SURVIVORS WHO WALK THE EARTH
TEARS RUN DOWN THEIR FACE
BLUE SKIES FORGETTON AND THE JOY PEOPLE FELT
WE BROUGHT THIS MESS UNPON OURSELVES
NOW IT'S UP TO US TO FIX IT
NEEDING STREATH, AND DETERMINATION
Song Name: BURDEN
--VERSE ONE--
WHAT - THE - HELL
I AM DONE WITH THE CUTS THAT I HAVE HELD TO THIS DAY
I AM DONE WITH THE WAIT AND THE EXHAUSTION
I AM DONE WITH THE TIREDNESS AND SADNESS THAT SITS
I AM DONE WITH THE WEIGHT ON MY SHOULDERS
(BACKGROUND VOICE: AHH)
--VERSE TWO
I - AM - DONE - NOW
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK I HAVE TO GIVE?
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK ARE MY LIMITS?
DO THE CUTS AND BRUISES NOT SAY ENOUGH OF MY SUFFERING?
I AM DONE WITH ALL OF THIS TODAY
(BACKGROUND VOICE: AHH)
--VERSE THREE--
AHH I CANNOT KEEP THIS GOING ON ANY LONGER
I CANNOT CONTINUE WITH THIS PATH
THE STRENGTH THAT I THOUGHT I ONCE HAD
DISAPPEARS FROM ME IN MY TIME OF NEED
AHHH I AM DONE WITH ALL OF THE PROBLEMS YOU BRING ME
AHHH I WAIT FOR YOU TO STEP UP NOW
AHHH WHEN WILL YOU MAKE A SACRIFICE FOR ME?
WHEN WILL YOU COME OUT OF YOUR SHELL
AHHH WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK MY LIMITS ARE?
AHHH WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK I CAN GIVE?
AHHH DO YOU EXPECT ME TO FIX AND GIVE TO YOU FOR EVERY DAY I LIVE?
AHHH I WILL NOT TOLERATE THIS BEHAVIOR
AHHH I HAVE BEEN NICE TO YOU FOREVER
AND WHAT DO I GET BACK?
A SLAP IN THE FACE
WOUNDS I BEAR
--CHORUS--
AHHH I AM DONE WITH YOU TODAY
THIS WORLD THAT YOU HAVE BROUGHT TO ME
MY LIFE GROWS MORE TIREING
AND I WAIT FOR IT TO ALL END
AND I FEEL THE VOICE TO HOLD ON
THE THOUGHT THAT I AM CRAZY NOW
THE THOUGHT TELLING ME DONT LET GO
WERE THE HELL WILL THIS LEAD ME WITH YOU?
--Verse Four--
I wait, I wait in the silence
I try to change for the better
And I watch you go on
Hoping you will notice what I've done
--VERSE FIVE--
BUT I FEEL I NEED TO LOOK THE TRUTH
I FEEL I GET NO THANKS, NO LOVE, NO CARE
WHEN WILL I GET WHAT I DESERVE?
WHEN WILL YOU STAND UP AND SACRIFICE ONCE?
--CHORUS TWO--
AHHH I AM DONE WITH YOU TODAY
I CAN NEVER TALK TO YOU ABOUT THIS
WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN TO FACE GOOD
EVERY GOOD I GET ALWAYS HAS A DOWN
--Verse Five--
I am thrown into a vicious cycle
Good comes one day; bad the next
I get that life can be good and bad
But the weight I hold will never end
--CHORUS THREE--
AND NOW IM DONE WITH ALL OF THIS DEAL HAS
WHY THE HELL CAN I JUST NOT LEAVE
THE FEELING OF HOLDING ON STRAPS ME DOWN
WHEN WILL LIFE FINALLY GET BETTER FOR ME?
--CHORUS FOUR--
AHHHHH I CAN'T DO THIS ANY LONGER
I HAVE TO WAIT ALL DAY BUT NOTHING CHANGES
I FEEL THE WATCH IN THE RAIN
WHEN THE HELL WILL THINGS CHANGE FOR THE BETTER?
AHHHHH I WANT IT ALL TO END
AHHHHH I WANT TO SEE THE GOOD AND FEEL IT
AHHHHH I WANT TO FEEL THE WARMTH, THE JOY THAT I ONCE FELT
AHHHHH BUT NOW I THINK I MUST FACE THE TRUTH
I THINK I MOVED BUT I HAVE NOT
AND NOW IM ABOUT TO LOSE MY MIND
--CHORUS FIVE--
WHAT - THE - HELL
AHHHHH I CANNOT ESCAPE
AHHHHH I CANNOT LEAVE
AHHHHH WHY DO I NEVER HAVE THE GOOD COME TO ME AND STAY?
AHHHHH
--Verse Six--
Mmm oh I want it to change for the better
I feel like I've gotten nothing, nowhere
I seek help but I feel it does change
I don't know what I will do
All I want is to just be me
All I want is to just relax
I never wanted to take this burden
And I wait to see it pay off
--Chorus Seven--
But I wonder if that will never happen
I feel like I don't ask for much
And I all want is just for things to be good
And to be with the ones I love and to be...
--CHORUS--
RESPECTED - I CANNOT DO THIS ANY LONGER
DONT TEMPT ME INTO GIVING IN
I FEEL THE GOOD COME IN
IT'S JUST FALSE - DO NOT GIVE IN
AHHHHHHHH DONT GIVE IN TO IT
AHHHHHHHH I FEEL MYSELF LOSING MY MIND
AHHHHHHHH AND NOW IM DONE WITH YOU TODAY
IF YOU EVER COME BACK TO ME I NEED WHAT I DESERVE
Song Name: Realization
--verse 1--
I come to this realization
Break free from contemplation
Feel the acceptance rising
Of what I thought was true
Treading the worst path of life
Hoping to never walk it
The forceful push of life moves me on this path
And now I've learned from the mistakes
Walk along with the world and see
Don't hold back your tongue
Don't sign away your rights
Seeing what he has to offer
Not looking through the entire deal
That I thought was the best
And now I've seen the worst to come
Reaching rock bottom
And now I find the spirit rising
Deep inside of me
This world that I've come to know will find the best of me
--verse 2--
Walk the world, come to see, come to bleed
It's the natural part of life the pain you feel
But the mistake that we make is we just allow it to take over
Come to this land come to see the truth
Don't try to bargain you'll only find pain
Even though you thought it was the best way
Even though you prayed and hope and you got the impression this was the best way
--chorus--
Ah and I find the truth out
Making this mistake again
Thinking I found the best way to take
Bargaining this fate
Trying in avoid it
And I ended up with no goal reached
--verse 3--
I feel the anger grow
I feel the winter storm
I feel the ice take over
I feel myself give up
I feel the wind come on
I feel the bonus come
The worst I felt a while
I never saw it coming
And I just gave up
Without even trying
--chorus--
I feel the ice taking over
I feel the fire in my soul come over
I feel the spirit in my body come out
I feel the strength that I have not felt in a while
--verse 4--
It's a mistake that we all make
The bargain of life and the fate that comes
Don't make this mistake again
You will make it out of it
Melt through the ice
You can do it again
This stretch that you thought you lost
Was inside of you all along
--chorus--
Ah and we come to realize
We find the strength to fight and come to acceptance
This bargain we leave and we go back to the way of our health that we feel
And when you feel the need for sadness
You'll find the strength to stand and fight
Song Name: Personal Hell
--Verse 1--
I AM DONE NOW
AH, AH, AH
WELCOME TO MY OWN VERY PERSONAL HELL
--Verse 2--
I am feeling the sorrow
Of life stabbing me in the back
The feeling of being betrayed
(Background voice: Ah, Ah, Ah)
I find myself feeling lonely
Welcome to this very own personal hell
--Chorus--
Ah, I can't take the pain any longer, go wise
This pain I feel lingers forever
I cannot stop this pain from coming
With the hope, I only make it worse
--verse 3--
I come, I look at my prairie
I see the birds flying above me
I look at life moving on
Not noticing me and forgetting about my troubles
--Chorus--
With the hope, I only make it worse
With the drain, I feel my anger surge
With the pain, I never find it better
With the hope, we only make it worse
AH I CAN NOT DO THIS ANY LONGER
AH I CAN NOT PARTICIPATE IN THIS ANYMORE
AH I FEEL MY LIFE CUMBILING INSIDE ME
WITH THE HOPE WE ONLY MAKE THIS WORSE
Song Name: The path
--Verse 1--
AH, AH, AH, THIS PATH IS RUINING ME AND I CANT TAKE IT NO LONGER
I FEEL, THE FLOWERS I USED TO SEE
I FEEL, THE CALMING BREEZE I USED TO FEEL
I FEEL, THE BEAUTY OF NATURE THAT I SAW WITH MY EYES
AND ALL THESE THINGS HAVE LEFT
--Chorus--
I WALK THIS PATH AGAIN OVER AND OVER AGAIN
I NEVER ESCAPE THE RAIN
I HAVE LOST THE BEAUTY OF NATURE
ALL I SEE NOW IS THE COLD APPROACHING
(Background voice: AH)
AH I AM DONE NOW WITH THIS PATH
THAT I TAKE TO MY VERY FUTURE
THE FLOWERS I ONCE SAW IN THE DISTANCE FEELING JOY AND HOPEFULLNESS AND NOW I LOST ALL OF IT
I AM DONE NOW
I CAN NOT TRY
I CAN SEE THE CLOUDS
THE WORLD GETS COLDER
I CAN NOT WARM
MYSELF UP
I FEEL THE FROST TAKING THE GROUNDS
I CAN FEEL THE SNOW COMING
I FEEL THE ICE COME ON
I FEEL THE WARMTH STOP
I FEEL MYSELF
LOSING MY STRENGTH TO GO ON
TREADING THIS PATH
I RARELY FIND A BEUTY
THAT I ONCE SAW ALL THE TIME
(Background voice: AH)
AH I AM DONE NOW I AM GAINING STREATH
BUT NOT THE KIND THAT YOU WOULD HOPE TO GET FROM THIS
AH I FEEL MY ANGER SURGE UP
I FEEL THE BEAST RISE DEEP WITHIN MY EYES
I FEEL THIS COLD MORNING GO
I FEEL THE FIRE IN MY SOUL
I FEEL THE SNOWFLAKES BUILDING UP
IT BECOMES HARDER TO NAVIGATE THIS PATH
AH I AM COVERED BY A FOG
I CANT SEE WERE I WALK AND I COULD FALL
AH THIS FOG SURRANEDS ME WITH COLD AND I CAN FEEL MYSELF LOSING STRENGTH TO CONTINUE ON THIS
PATH I FEEL I SEE MY ANGER SURGE
THIS WORLD IGNORES ME IN THE BLISS
I FEEL THE HOPELESSNESS ARISE AND I DONT KNOW WHAT THE END HOLDS FOR ME
(Background voice: AH)
Song name: Power in the Moment
--Verse One--
(Chrous: OH AND OH AGAIN)
I relive this moment
(Chorus: OH AND OH AGAIN)
I feel the power
(Chorus: OH AND OH AGAIN)
Nothing can stop
(Chorus: OH AND OH AGAIN)
I am the one
--Chorus--
(Chorus: OH HE COMES TO SHOW)
I am the one
(Chorus: OH HE COMES TO BE)
I see the way
(Chorus: OH HE FEELS THE WAY)
I see the death
(Chorus: AND HE LEARNS FROM IT)
And I do not lose
--Chorus Two--
HOPE (Chorus: OH AND OH AGAIN, EVERYBODY)
THE WILL I FIGHT FOR (Chorus: EVERYBODY)
STAND UP TO FIGHT (Chorus: YOU CAN DO THIS)
LIFT YOUR HEAD
--Chorus Three--
OH AND OH AGAIN I RELIVE THE TIME
OH AND OH AGAIN THIS RIGHT I FIGHT FOR
OH AND OH AGAIN NOTHING CAN STOP ME
OH AND OH AGAIN I AM THE
ONE TODAY I AM UNBEATABLE
AH NEVER TO BE STOPPED
I HEARD THE WAY OF LIFE
AND NOW I'M DONE
I DONE WITH ALL OF THIS
(Chorus: AH)
OH AND OH AGAIN I RELIVE THE MOMENT ON AND ON AGAIN EVERYBODY
LIFT YOUR HEARTS EVERYBODY
FIND YOUR WAY
-- too egotistical for me
Song Name: Manipulation
--Verse One--
YOU HAVE LEFT ME DONE
WHAT WENT WRONG, I WILL NEVER KNOW
HOPELESS WHEN I TRY TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED
--Verse Two--
Approached by you, one day; a good day
Kindness was offered, with love and care
Taken with warmth, something special grew
A wall from you grew though
This wall seeps into my patience
--Chorus--
AH MY PATIENCE IS DONE FOR YOU
AM I BUT NOTHING TO YOU BUT AN OBJECT TO MANIPULATE?
BREAKING DOWN YOUR WALL HAS LEFT ME DONE
THE SCARS YOU CAST UPON ME, MY ENTERNAL BURDEN
GRANTED A MENTAL TOLL, ONE NOT ASKED FOR
HAS LEFT ME HURT, SWOLLEN FROM MY AGONY
NOW I RISE; SEE THE BEAST I GREW
--CHORUS 2--
DONT EXPECT MUCH FROM ME ANYMORE IM DONE WITH YOU TODAY AH
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME TODAY
AH AH SEE THE BLOOD AND PAIN YOU CAUSED
AH AH CRAWLING BACK AFTER I TRY TO MOVE ON?
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK OF ME
(BACKGROUND VOICE: AH)
I AM DONE NOW
AH, TODAY I AM DONE WITH YOU
AH, DONT LOOK FOR MY GENEROSITY
AH, DONT APPROACH ME ANYMORE
AH, WE ARE DONE FOREVER
Song Name: Come Back from the Suffering
--Verse One--
One day we all come into life
Suffering great, back from time
With a watch, I see the world in time
Life, the future of one
--Verse Two--
One day alone, for a greater being
Stand up for great, tilt your head up
We stand alone, while the others fight in grace
Be the one you were meant to be
--Chorus One--
WHEN YOU COME TO THIS WORLD OF LIFE
FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF WILL NOT GET BY
AND WHEN WALK TO FLOWERS YOU'LL KEEP IN MIND
THAT THE BAD WILL NEVER GO ON FOREVER
--Chorus Two--
YES, THERE BAD DAYS IN LIFE
BUT IT MATTERS ON HOW YOU COME BACK FROM IT
AND WHEN YOU FEEL BETRAYED FROM THE WEIGHT OF LIFE
JUST REMEMBER THAT YOU WILL COME BACK FROM THIS
--Verse One--
Severance of the dark and light.
Holding the rock; protecting me from the crashing waves.
Chill air enters my lungs.
Morning mind; a wishful thought;
Thought of my recognition.
Dreams that haunt the soul;
Covered in ash and as invisible as air.
Waking up with a sad heart.
--Chorus One--
Chest grows tighter,
Air becomes harder to breathe,
The mind goes rouge;
Forgetting the happiness.
Eyes become opened,
To another truth;
The good of the world,
Is false hope for me.
--Verse Two--
My covered face,
Rarely gets seen again.
My mood swings;
Tearing apart my mind.
Built-up walls,
Now getting taken down.
But even though I do this pain take down;
It still comes with a price.
--Chorus Two--
And I believe;
the things I see.
With love and kindness;
The things we grow.
And I believe;
The mind is one.
Fog of the world;
Will clear one day.
--Verse Three--
A call for help;
Swollen in darkness.
A time of need;
Yet empty-handed.
A winters weather;
Deadly yet subtle.
A hearts mind,
Is a gateway through the path of time.
--Chorus Three--
Path of fog;
killing motivation.
Winters cold;
Sharp and strict.
Filling the void;
Only leaves you bad.
Learn from history;
Never repeat.
--Verse Four--
A burden I carry,
I wake up from this dream.
I face reality;
Scared and lonely.
I don't want disappointment;
Yet I find it now.
All I can hope for;
Is better days to come.
--Chorus Four--
And I believe;
The things I see.
With love and kindness;
The things we grow.
And I believe;
The things I see.
We can all do this;
We will come back from this
Song Name: A Breath of Ones Soul
--CHORUS ONE--
SEIZE MY LIFE AND DAY OF NIGHT
AH, COVERED BY ASH; YOU PULLED THE LEVER
AH, THEY ALL STAND AND WATCH BUT DO NOTHING TO HELP
AH, THEY FEEL SORRY AND BAD BUT DO NOTHING
AH, I CALL OUT FOR HELP AFTER WAITING MANY NIGHTS
AH, I AM ONE OF AIR IN THIS ETERNAL DARKNESS
--Verse One--
A lead-up, the climax is the new guest
Awaiting resolution, a problem wanting to be put to bed
A false hope, not knowing what to trust now
A covered face rarely gets seen anymore
--CHORUS TWO--
AH, GOODNESS EVAPORATES
AH, NAME OF ONE CANNOT BE UNDONE
AH, HELD BACK TONGUE,
AH, FORCED BACK AGAINST MY WILL
AH, SINCRONIZE MY EYES AND SEE
AH, THIS INTERNAL BEAST
--Verse Two--
One can't remove this darkness
One falls out of the cycle
Caught by a newfound face
Hidden down, one finds disgrace
Just been thinking of this
--Verse One--
I - AM - DONE - NOW
AHH, AHH, AHH, WELCOME TO MY HELL - HEY!!
(BACKGROUND VOICE - QUIET; GETS A LITTLE LOUDER THOUGH IN EACH AHH)
--Verse Two--
I see - the angle of darkness,
I fee - the widow of shame
I feel my heart growing older
(BACKGROUND VOICE - QUIET; GETS A LITTLE LOUDER THOUGH IN EACH AHH)
AND NOW I'M DONE WITH IT ALL TODAY
EVERBODY WELCOME TO MY VERY OWN PERSONAL HELL
--CHORUS--
I FEEL - THE WIDOW OF DARKNESS
I SEE - THE ANGLE OF SHAME
I FEEL - MY SOUL GETTING HEAVIER
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?
Song name: The Entrance into a New World
Suns and flowers,
Glistening in the wind,
The world at peace,
The conflicts rest at last,
A new plant grows bringing happiness and hope,
All of the troubles becoming outnumbered,
We are the ones who brought them in the first place,
--Chorus--
THIS WORLD THAT WE DESTROY IN AGONY,
LOOKING FOR THE PROBLEM WE DID NOT FIND,
UNTIL THE REALIZATION COME TO BE,
WE WERE THE PROBLEM THIS ENTIRE TIME,
--CHORUS TWO--
CLOUDS COVERED THE WORLD; A SHADOW CORRUPT,
HUMANS BEGAN TO FIX THE MUCK,
AND NOW THE WORLDS SHINES ONCE AGAIN,
HISTORY WILL NO LONGER EVER REPEAT,
Song name: This feeling that we never get used to
--Verse One--
She sits in the corner of her room - alone
Her red-rimmed eyes and bags that lay have become engraved
The weight on her shoulders is too much
Her face has forgotten happiness
--Verse Two--
The cut marks that fill her arms she hides
Stepped outside, went to the grave
Too much for her
She went insane
--Chorus--
HANDS IN HER HAIR LYING ON THE GROUND
THE SOBS DRENCH HER FACE AS LETS OUT
SHE SCREAMS IN CONFUSION WHY THIS HAD TO HAPPEN
AND WHY SHE HAD TO LOSE HIM
--Chorus two--
SHE SAT IN THE DENIAL DAY BY DAY
SOON THE SADNESS TURNED TO RAGE
TRYING TO GET BACK WHAT SHE LOST
SHE FOUND HERSELF IN DEPRESSION
--CHORUS THREE
SOON SHE WILL FELL THE ACCEPTANCE FOR HER LOSS
AND HER EYES WILL MEET WITH THE SUN AGAIN
BUT AS OF NOW, SHE FEELS HOPELESSNESS
REGAINING THE THOUGHT THAT SHE HAS STRENGTH
Song
--Verse One--
Eah eah eah eah
Violence, anger, distrust
Feel the rage pouring out
You spread, like a virus
Affecting all; no care
This hatred you receive
You try to fix it every day
Yet you fail, giving up
Where is your strength I'm tired of listening to you
--Chorus--
OH HO, YOUR ANGER SPREADS
LIKE A VIRUS
WAKE UP, FIND THE CURE TO YOUR ANGER
WERE IS YOUR STRESSOR?
--Verse Two--
Every day you try to be kind
With failure, you proved yourself wrong
And all try to help you
to rid of this anger
You try to get attention
Just be a normal being
And what cycle
do you find yourself in?
--Chorus 2--
OH HO, I SEE YOU GROW DARKER
TREATING WITH VIOLENCE
WAKE UP, GET OUT OF THIS VICIOUS CYCLE
YOU WILL FIND THE STREATH ONE DAY
--Verse One--
Eah eah eah eah
Violence, anger, distrust
Feel the rage pouring out
You spread, like a virus
Affecting all; no care
This hatred you receive
You try to fix it every day
Yet you fail, giving up
Where is your strength I'm tired of listening to you
--Chorus--
OH HO, YOUR ANGER SPREADS
LIKE A VIRUS
WAKE UP, FIND THE CURE TO YOUR ANGER
WERE IS YOUR STRESSOR?
--Verse Two--
Every day you try to be kind
With failure, you proved yourself wrong
And all try to help you
to rid of this anger
You try to get attention
Just be a normal being
And what cycle
do you find yourself in?
--Chorus 2--
OH HO, I SEE YOU GROW DARKER
TREATING WITH VIOLENCE
WAKE UP, GET OUT OF THIS VICIOUS CYCLE
YOU WILL FIND THE STREATH ONE DAY
Song Name: SEASONS
FIRE OF THIS WORLD
ENTERAL DAMNATION
FEEL THE HOT AIR BURN YOU
FALLING TOWARDS THE GROUND
DEHYDRATED, STARVING, AND LONELY
WINTER COLD APPROACHING
MANY WILL BE KILLED BY THE WINTER
ALMOST AS MUCH AS WE HAVE KILLED OURSELVES
--CHORUS--
THE LEAVES ON THE TREES BLOW AWAY
THE CLOUDS GROW DENSER, A FOG POURS IN
THE SUN BECOMES BLOCKED OUT; THE WARMTH IS GONE
NOW THE PLANTS START DYING ONE BY ONE
--CHORUS TWO--
ICE COVERS THE GROUND THAT WE WALK
FROSTBITE AFFECTS US ALL
MANY SUFFER LAYING ON THE GROUND
DEATH WILL TOUCH THEM SHORTLY SOON ENOUGH
--CHORUS THREE--
THE SURVIVORS WHO WALK THE EARTH
TEARS RUN DOWN THEIR FACE
BLUE SKIES FORGETTON AND THE JOY PEOPLE FELT
WE BROUGHT THIS MESS UNPON OURSELVES
NOW IT'S UP TO US TO FIX IT
NEEDING STREATH, AND DETERMINATION
Song Name: BURDEN
--VERSE ONE--
WHAT - THE - HELL
I AM DONE WITH THE CUTS THAT I HAVE HELD TO THIS DAY
I AM DONE WITH THE WAIT AND THE EXHAUSTION
I AM DONE WITH THE TIREDNESS AND SADNESS THAT SITS
I AM DONE WITH THE WEIGHT ON MY SHOULDERS
(BACKGROUND VOICE: AHH)
--VERSE TWO
I - AM - DONE - NOW
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK I HAVE TO GIVE?
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK ARE MY LIMITS?
DO THE CUTS AND BRUISES NOT SAY ENOUGH OF MY SUFFERING?
I AM DONE WITH ALL OF THIS TODAY
(BACKGROUND VOICE: AHH)
--VERSE THREE--
AHH I CANNOT KEEP THIS GOING ON ANY LONGER
I CANNOT CONTINUE WITH THIS PATH
THE STRENGTH THAT I THOUGHT I ONCE HAD
DISAPPEARS FROM ME IN MY TIME OF NEED
AHHH I AM DONE WITH ALL OF THE PROBLEMS YOU BRING ME
AHHH I WAIT FOR YOU TO STEP UP NOW
AHHH WHEN WILL YOU MAKE A SACRIFICE FOR ME?
WHEN WILL YOU COME OUT OF YOUR SHELL
AHHH WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK MY LIMITS ARE?
AHHH WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK I CAN GIVE?
AHHH DO YOU EXPECT ME TO FIX AND GIVE TO YOU FOR EVERY DAY I LIVE?
AHHH I WILL NOT TOLERATE THIS BEHAVIOR
AHHH I HAVE BEEN NICE TO YOU FOREVER
AND WHAT DO I GET BACK?
A SLAP IN THE FACE
WOUNDS I BEAR
--CHORUS--
AHHH I AM DONE WITH YOU TODAY
THIS WORLD THAT YOU HAVE BROUGHT TO ME
MY LIFE GROWS MORE TIREING
AND I WAIT FOR IT TO ALL END
AND I FEEL THE VOICE TO HOLD ON
THE THOUGHT THAT I AM CRAZY NOW
THE THOUGHT TELLING ME DONT LET GO
WERE THE HELL WILL THIS LEAD ME WITH YOU?
--Verse Four--
I wait, I wait in the silence
I try to change for the better
And I watch you go on
Hoping you will notice what I've done
--VERSE FIVE--
BUT I FEEL I NEED TO LOOK THE TRUTH
I FEEL I GET NO THANKS, NO LOVE, NO CARE
WHEN WILL I GET WHAT I DESERVE?
WHEN WILL YOU STAND UP AND SACRIFICE ONCE?
--CHORUS TWO--
AHHH I AM DONE WITH YOU TODAY
I CAN NEVER TALK TO YOU ABOUT THIS
WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN TO FACE GOOD
EVERY GOOD I GET ALWAYS HAS A DOWN
--Verse Five--
I am thrown into a vicious cycle
Good comes one day; bad the next
I get that life can be good and bad
But the weight I hold will never end
--CHORUS THREE--
AND NOW IM DONE WITH ALL OF THIS DEAL HAS
WHY THE HELL CAN I JUST NOT LEAVE
THE FEELING OF HOLDING ON STRAPS ME DOWN
WHEN WILL LIFE FINALLY GET BETTER FOR ME?
--CHORUS FOUR--
AHHHHH I CAN'T DO THIS ANY LONGER
I HAVE TO WAIT ALL DAY BUT NOTHING CHANGES
I FEEL THE WATCH IN THE RAIN
WHEN THE HELL WILL THINGS CHANGE FOR THE BETTER?
AHHHHH I WANT IT ALL TO END
AHHHHH I WANT TO SEE THE GOOD AND FEEL IT
AHHHHH I WANT TO FEEL THE WARMTH, THE JOY THAT I ONCE FELT
AHHHHH BUT NOW I THINK I MUST FACE THE TRUTH
I THINK I MOVED BUT I HAVE NOT
AND NOW IM ABOUT TO LOSE MY MIND
--CHORUS FIVE--
WHAT - THE - HELL
AHHHHH I CANNOT ESCAPE
AHHHHH I CANNOT LEAVE
AHHHHH WHY DO I NEVER HAVE THE GOOD COME TO ME AND STAY?
AHHHHH
--Verse Six--
Mmm oh I want it to change for the better
I feel like I've gotten nothing, nowhere
I seek help but I feel it does change
I don't know what I will do
All I want is to just be me
All I want is to just relax
I never wanted to take this burden
And I wait to see it pay off
--Chorus Seven--
But I wonder if that will never happen
I feel like I don't ask for much
And I all want is just for things to be good
And to be with the ones I love and to be...
--CHORUS--
RESPECTED - I CANNOT DO THIS ANY LONGER
DONT TEMPT ME INTO GIVING IN
I FEEL THE GOOD COME IN
IT'S JUST FALSE - DO NOT GIVE IN
AHHHHHHHH DONT GIVE IN TO IT
AHHHHHHHH I FEEL MYSELF LOSING MY MIND
AHHHHHHHH AND NOW IM DONE WITH YOU TODAY
IF YOU EVER COME BACK TO ME I NEED WHAT I DESERVE
Song Name: Realization
--verse 1--
I come to this realization
Break free from contemplation
Feel the acceptance rising
Of what I thought was true
Treading the worst path of life
Hoping to never walk it
The forceful push of life moves me on this path
And now I've learned from the mistakes
Walk along with the world and see
Don't hold back your tongue
Don't sign away your rights
Seeing what he has to offer
Not looking through the entire deal
That I thought was the best
And now I've seen the worst to come
Reaching rock bottom
And now I find the spirit rising
Deep inside of me
This world that I've come to know will find the best of me
--verse 2--
Walk the world, come to see, come to bleed
It's the natural part of life the pain you feel
But the mistake that we make is we just allow it to take over
Come to this land come to see the truth
Don't try to bargain you'll only find pain
Even though you thought it was the best way
Even though you prayed and hope and you got the impression this was the best way
--chorus--
Ah and I find the truth out
Making this mistake again
Thinking I found the best way to take
Bargaining this fate
Trying in avoid it
And I ended up with no goal reached
--verse 3--
I feel the anger grow
I feel the winter storm
I feel the ice take over
I feel myself give up
I feel the wind come on
I feel the bonus come
The worst I felt a while
I never saw it coming
And I just gave up
Without even trying
--chorus--
I feel the ice taking over
I feel the fire in my soul come over
I feel the spirit in my body come out
I feel the strength that I have not felt in a while
--verse 4--
It's a mistake that we all make
The bargain of life and the fate that comes
Don't make this mistake again
You will make it out of it
Melt through the ice
You can do it again
This stretch that you thought you lost
Was inside of you all along
--chorus--
Ah and we come to realize
We find the strength to fight and come to acceptance
This bargain we leave and we go back to the way of our health that we feel
And when you feel the need for sadness
You'll find the strength to stand and fight
Song Name: Personal Hell
--Verse 1--
I AM DONE NOW
AH, AH, AH
WELCOME TO MY OWN VERY PERSONAL HELL
--Verse 2--
I am feeling the sorrow
Of life stabbing me in the back
The feeling of being betrayed
(Background voice: Ah, Ah, Ah)
I find myself feeling lonely
Welcome to this very own personal hell
--Chorus--
Ah, I can't take the pain any longer, go wise
This pain I feel lingers forever
I cannot stop this pain from coming
With the hope, I only make it worse
--verse 3--
I come, I look at my prairie
I see the birds flying above me
I look at life moving on
Not noticing me and forgetting about my troubles
--Chorus--
With the hope, I only make it worse
With the drain, I feel my anger surge
With the pain, I never find it better
With the hope, we only make it worse
AH I CAN NOT DO THIS ANY LONGER
AH I CAN NOT PARTICIPATE IN THIS ANYMORE
AH I FEEL MY LIFE CUMBILING INSIDE ME
WITH THE HOPE WE ONLY MAKE THIS WORSE
Song Name: The path
--Verse 1--
AH, AH, AH, THIS PATH IS RUINING ME AND I CANT TAKE IT NO LONGER
I FEEL, THE FLOWERS I USED TO SEE
I FEEL, THE CALMING BREEZE I USED TO FEEL
I FEEL, THE BEAUTY OF NATURE THAT I SAW WITH MY EYES
AND ALL THESE THINGS HAVE LEFT
--Chorus--
I WALK THIS PATH AGAIN OVER AND OVER AGAIN
I NEVER ESCAPE THE RAIN
I HAVE LOST THE BEAUTY OF NATURE
ALL I SEE NOW IS THE COLD APPROACHING
(Background voice: AH)
AH I AM DONE NOW WITH THIS PATH
THAT I TAKE TO MY VERY FUTURE
THE FLOWERS I ONCE SAW IN THE DISTANCE FEELING JOY AND HOPEFULLNESS AND NOW I LOST ALL OF IT
I AM DONE NOW
I CAN NOT TRY
I CAN SEE THE CLOUDS
THE WORLD GETS COLDER
I CAN NOT WARM
MYSELF UP
I FEEL THE FROST TAKING THE GROUNDS
I CAN FEEL THE SNOW COMING
I FEEL THE ICE COME ON
I FEEL THE WARMTH STOP
I FEEL MYSELF
LOSING MY STRENGTH TO GO ON
TREADING THIS PATH
I RARELY FIND A BEUTY
THAT I ONCE SAW ALL THE TIME
(Background voice: AH)
AH I AM DONE NOW I AM GAINING STREATH
BUT NOT THE KIND THAT YOU WOULD HOPE TO GET FROM THIS
AH I FEEL MY ANGER SURGE UP
I FEEL THE BEAST RISE DEEP WITHIN MY EYES
I FEEL THIS COLD MORNING GO
I FEEL THE FIRE IN MY SOUL
I FEEL THE SNOWFLAKES BUILDING UP
IT BECOMES HARDER TO NAVIGATE THIS PATH
AH I AM COVERED BY A FOG
I CANT SEE WERE I WALK AND I COULD FALL
AH THIS FOG SURRANEDS ME WITH COLD AND I CAN FEEL MYSELF LOSING STRENGTH TO CONTINUE ON THIS
PATH I FEEL I SEE MY ANGER SURGE
THIS WORLD IGNORES ME IN THE BLISS
I FEEL THE HOPELESSNESS ARISE AND I DONT KNOW WHAT THE END HOLDS FOR ME
(Background voice: AH)
Song name: Power in the Moment
--Verse One--
(Chrous: OH AND OH AGAIN)
I relive this moment
(Chorus: OH AND OH AGAIN)
I feel the power
(Chorus: OH AND OH AGAIN)
Nothing can stop
(Chorus: OH AND OH AGAIN)
I am the one
--Chorus--
(Chorus: OH HE COMES TO SHOW)
I am the one
(Chorus: OH HE COMES TO BE)
I see the way
(Chorus: OH HE FEELS THE WAY)
I see the death
(Chorus: AND HE LEARNS FROM IT)
And I do not lose
--Chorus Two--
HOPE (Chorus: OH AND OH AGAIN, EVERYBODY)
THE WILL I FIGHT FOR (Chorus: EVERYBODY)
STAND UP TO FIGHT (Chorus: YOU CAN DO THIS)
LIFT YOUR HEAD
--Chorus Three--
OH AND OH AGAIN I RELIVE THE TIME
OH AND OH AGAIN THIS RIGHT I FIGHT FOR
OH AND OH AGAIN NOTHING CAN STOP ME
OH AND OH AGAIN I AM THE
ONE TODAY I AM UNBEATABLE
AH NEVER TO BE STOPPED
I HEARD THE WAY OF LIFE
AND NOW I'M DONE
I DONE WITH ALL OF THIS
(Chorus: AH)
OH AND OH AGAIN I RELIVE THE MOMENT ON AND ON AGAIN EVERYBODY
LIFT YOUR HEARTS EVERYBODY
FIND YOUR WAY
-- too egotistical for me
Song Name: Manipulation
--Verse One--
YOU HAVE LEFT ME DONE
WHAT WENT WRONG, I WILL NEVER KNOW
HOPELESS WHEN I TRY TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED
--Verse Two--
Approached by you, one day; a good day
Kindness was offered, with love and care
Taken with warmth, something special grew
A wall from you grew though
This wall seeps into my patience
--Chorus--
AH MY PATIENCE IS DONE FOR YOU
AM I BUT NOTHING TO YOU BUT AN OBJECT TO MANIPULATE?
BREAKING DOWN YOUR WALL HAS LEFT ME DONE
THE SCARS YOU CAST UPON ME, MY ENTERNAL BURDEN
GRANTED A MENTAL TOLL, ONE NOT ASKED FOR
HAS LEFT ME HURT, SWOLLEN FROM MY AGONY
NOW I RISE; SEE THE BEAST I GREW
--CHORUS 2--
DONT EXPECT MUCH FROM ME ANYMORE IM DONE WITH YOU TODAY AH
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME TODAY
AH AH SEE THE BLOOD AND PAIN YOU CAUSED
AH AH CRAWLING BACK AFTER I TRY TO MOVE ON?
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK OF ME
(BACKGROUND VOICE: AH)
I AM DONE NOW
AH, TODAY I AM DONE WITH YOU
AH, DONT LOOK FOR MY GENEROSITY
AH, DONT APPROACH ME ANYMORE
AH, WE ARE DONE FOREVER
Song Name: Come Back from the Suffering
--Verse One--
One day we all come into life
Suffering great, back from time
With a watch, I see the world in time
Life, the future of one
--Verse Two--
One day alone, for a greater being
Stand up for great, tilt your head up
We stand alone, while the others fight in grace
Be the one you were meant to be
--Chorus One--
WHEN YOU COME TO THIS WORLD OF LIFE
FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF WILL NOT GET BY
AND WHEN WALK TO FLOWERS YOU'LL KEEP IN MIND
THAT THE BAD WILL NEVER GO ON FOREVER
--Chorus Two--
YES, THERE BAD DAYS IN LIFE
BUT IT MATTERS ON HOW YOU COME BACK FROM IT
AND WHEN YOU FEEL BETRAYED FROM THE WEIGHT OF LIFE
JUST REMEMBER THAT YOU WILL COME BACK FROM THIS
The greatest legacy on earth