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[Marysamat]

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Song Name No. 6: DETERMINATION OF HER HEART

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--Verse One--


FEELING DONE WITH THE GUILT OF THE WORLD

ALL THE BRIDGES BEING BURNED FROM RELATIONSHIPS

LOSS OF STRENGTH TO MOVE ON

GIVING IN!!

YOU ARE DIFFERENT THAN THE WORLD IN A SPECIAL WAY

KEEPING YOUR STRENGTH ON YOUR PATH OF LIFE

YOU WILL RAISE YOUR HAND IN BRAVERY

AND YOU WILL LEAD THE FIGHT


--Chorus One--


LEADING GOOD THROUGH THE PAIN ALL THE WAY - SHE'S COMING!!

SEE HER MOUNTAINS OF STRENGTH RISING - EVERY DAY

HER FACE OF DETERMINATION AS SHE - RISES THEIR SPIRITS

AND LIFTS THEM FROM THEIR PAIN - THEIR SORROW OF LIFE


--Verse Two--


HER AMRY GROWS EVERYDAY

GAINING MORE AND MORE STRENGTH ALONG THE WAY

FIRE IN EVERYONE'S HEART

IS GROWING

AND PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO STAND UPRIGHT

REALIZING THAT THEY CAN FIGHT

THIS STRENGTH THAT SHE PUTS INTO PEOPLES HEARTS

SHE HAD TO LEARN HOW TO DO TO HERSELF


--Chorus Two--


LEADING GOOD THROUGH THE PAIN ALL THE WAY - SHE'S COMING!!

SEE HER MOUNTAINS OF STRENGTH RISING - EVERY DAY

HER FACE OF DETERMINATION AS SHE - RISES THEIR SPIRITS

AND LIFTS THEM FROM THEIR PAIN - THEIR SORROW OF LIFE








Album: Message No. 6: A Whisper of what Wants to Come out


Song Name ONE: Path of Winter


--Verse One--


A challenge approached one day;

Asking to see the ends of my limits.

Taken insecurely,

Though never regretting the decision.

New emotions discovered,

All sides of skill grew,

But now, the end is approaching.

Am I ready?


--Verse Two--


Weeks it been since the unique happiness experienced.

Now just sadness and anger and the world starts to turn tonight.

The winter cold is getting worse; colder than ever before.

Now, what the eyes see brings up anger.

Never getting to talk; the voice is silent.

Raveled by emotions and thoughts; can only let out a motion.

What I say I need I never find it enough when it comes.


--Verse Three--


Dealing with the end of my limits; this whole thing is going to blow.

Cant remove the stressor; feelings telling me to hold on longer.

Waiting for good to approach; the unique happiness I used to feel - for one.

Tried to take it into my hands,

But instead, my eyes see the not many doors will open

Just want it to end

But it does not.


--Chorus--


Winter cold getting worst;

Vison of feelings,

Dinishmisment of a broken heart.

Overwhelmed by all sides.

Weeks to recover,

Years to forget.

Price of energy,

Has left me tired.

And I continue to wait for the cycle to end

Maybe I need to let it all out



Song Name TWO: Continuous Cycle



--Verse One--



Inevitable, never in control of the cycle

Ortrisized from control, not allowed to one with the power of a cycle I grew.

A fake thought of joy; not real it will end soon.

Remembering my spirit, never letting go.

Feel a day of joy and warmth,

And then it all goes away.

Leaving you back at the start.

Only one way to end it;

Let out everything I'm feeling.

No, but I feel I can't.

For I predict the answer.

I have lost all my strength to ask.

Now I feel the fog;

Blinding my path.

Not knowing which way to take; unaware which way is right.

Never got the sense it's time to move on but the sense to hold on longer.

Every time I hold on; good finds its way.

Now I feel that the cycle is tearing me apart.

Seventeen days of bad,

I felt a problem get solved two days ago;

Feeling a small utter of joy.

This morning and yesterday; felt the anger return, the sadness, the loss, the hopelessness.

A discovery - All I wanted to do was cry.

Almost let out; not in person.

My heart telling me, don't do this

It's a hard thing to explain, mixed thoughts going on

When I think good becomes to come - I feel I do something wrong and I ruin it.


--Verse Two--


Un-con-trollable fear that visits every-day,

I seek help from others and they

Tell me to not worry but I still feel it come;

I can't control this fear.

--Verse Two--

Builds up from sadness,

From the occurring memories.

My brain going to the worst place.

Taking the things I see and believe the worst possible outcome.


--Chorus--


Needing to tell,

But the fear is great.

Not knowing the outcome,

The stress that will come with it.

I'm not ready for everyone to know;

Can one even keep a secret?

My thoughts are keeping me from the truth


Song Name THREE: Truth


--Verse One--


A fear, that will be gone if it let out

But a wall blocks the path.

Never finding the right place to say it

Never getting the chance to be alone - a say it

Not don't want to say it not facing the person to their face

Wanting it to be a special moment

But the truth worries me

And I don't know what it will be

And I hope that the other person will come and tell me first

But it never happens

Do they even know the thoughts, the pain, the stress they cause me?

Worrying I will have to tell them first

But another fear avokes me;

Fear of the Taking


Song Name FOUR: Fear of the Taking


--Verse One--

One fear of the winter shadow;

Separates the serpent of life.

Hope and shadow of the darkness

Glistening in the moonlight.

One I thought caring for

Hoping to never be taken away

The care and sentimental value I put into this

I fear it will be forced away from me

--Chorus--

And I cannot take it

I don't want to lose it.

A deal with the one;

Getting for eternity.

Winters shadow one;

Forced upon me for eternity.

And I worry it will happen to me.

I can't even feel sympathy for you.

Wrath of your power; you cursing me to weeks of pain, and suffering.

And I can't take you any longer

Please just own up...


Song Name FIVE: One I See


--Verse One--


Your sickness of my world is,

Destroying all I care for,

Taking power over me,

And turning reckless hell upon me.

I gave you benefit of the doubt,

Turns out I was wrong.

You have played me

This entire time and now I'm done


--Chorus--


SEPERATE MY HAPPINESS FROM YOUR EGO

REMOVE YOUR PRESENCE

OR COME BACK AND BE PREPARED TO GIVE UP

I WOULD SACRIFICE MYSELF FOR YOU


--Verse Two--


With full hands, I give myself to you

And you leave me empty

I fear that I am an object

One to take advantage of.

You sit in my thoughts all day,

Wondering how I can care for you

And now I'm wondering

Have I ever been in any of your thoughts?


--CHORUS TWO--


MIND-SOUL YOU UNLEASE THE HELL UPON ME

REMOVE IT NOW

MY FORCE WILL OVERCOME YOU IN GREAT

AND YOU WILL BE FORCED OUT


--Verse Three--


I understand that one can work,

I get that you may not be around,

But when I come to this realization then,

I find that you have played me

Turns out that I was wrong

Mistaking you for all your kindness

I don't fully know yet

Until I hear the word from you


--CHORUS THREE--


IN AGOGNY, SADNESS, AND DEPRESSION

THE MENTAL TOLL THIS HAS TAKEN UPON ME

THAT YOU GAVE WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING

OR I JUST FOUND OUT THAT MAYBE YOU DID


--Verse Four--


My anger is hard to put into words

I feel heartbroken and sad

I can feel my sadness

turning into rage

I never get to talk to you anymore

And I wish I could be better with you

And I wish

I could hug you and put the problems to bed


--CHORUS FOUR--


I AM WILLING TO FORGIVE YOU

IT MATTERS TO ME HOW YOU ACT

DONT FORGET ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS

IT'S ALL I ASK OF YOU RIGHT NOW


Song Name SIX: A Change in Mindset


--Verse One--