my shower

[izzy]

I don't want to leave the shower
I just want to hear the water
drip from my body to the floor
I'm the prettiest person in here

I don't want to hear the people
they infiltrate my silence
they can't hurt me when I'm in here
I'm safe in the shower

my skin is starting to boil
highest temperature for so long
the pain is oddly comforting
distracts from what he did to me

all I did was turn down the roar
it was shaking the house but he wanted more
so he shoved me down onto the floor
when he dies, who will I apologize for?

I don't want to leave the shower
I just want to hear the water
drip from my body to the floor
I'm the prettiest person in here



I wanna drown in my shower
I would rather drown in my shower
it would be so much nicer
I wanna drown in my shower

[Risviltsov]

the shower is the only place where all people seem to be protected from the outside.

abuse is terrible - I can't relate in terms of physical abuse, but I can in terms of psychological abuse - I do not like my father for good reason, and I'd rather leave it at that.