Kevin1230san
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I'm a 24-year-old male with high-functioning autism who uses vulgar language, offensive remarks, and has disturbing thoughts. I express frustration with various aspects of my life, including my parents' restrictions on technology, lack of independence, mental health struggles, and difficulty finding romantic connections. I frequently vent about my hatred for modern technology and my parents' refusal to let me have a smartphone, despite my desire for freedom and access to online services. I also harbor violent and sexually deviant thoughts, such as wanting to harm women, children, and animals. My mental health appears to be deteriorating, as I contemplate suicide, self-harm, and committing acts of violence against others. I often mention past incidents like the Copyright Strike War on YouTube, trashing my home during meltdowns, and lying to my mother about various misdeeds. I also express a longing for validation, intimacy with a Japanese woman, and a sense of purpose in life. However, my disturbing thoughts and actions, coupled with my refusal to seek proper help, paint a concerning picture of a deeply troubled individual struggling to cope with my autism and the modern world.