A semi-complete remix/recreation of Touhou's Bad Apple!!!
Instrumentation help by Slimejime
Lyrics [Japanese]
延々と、私は回り続ける、
苦悩の回転木馬の中で、憎しみだけを抱えて、
ゆっくりと忘れ、心が消え始めるまで、
そして突然、私は自由になれないことに気づく、
暗い永遠の隙間をすり抜けていく、
自分の痛みと麻痺するような苦しみだけを抱えて、
自分が誰なのか、誰だったのか、不確かなまま、
自由になれなくなるまで、私の心を包み込む、
Lyrics [English]
Ever on and on, I continue circling,
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony,
'Til slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing,
And suddenly I see that I can't break free,
I'm slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity,
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony,
To tell me who I am, who I was, uncertainty,
Enveloping my mind 'til I can't break free and,
Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real,
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel,
So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside,
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night,
You can tell me what to say, you can tell me where to go,
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know,
If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back,
Because everything will change and it all will fade to black,
Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay, or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?
Can I take another step? I've done everything I can,
All the people that I see, they will never understand,
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light,
Then I'll never be the same, and it all will fade to white