an incomplete ode to depression

[--THEWILLBR--]

a single person's ignorance
can have a big effect.


and when an entire chat room is in,
it can leave you wondering the point of life.


why am I here, saying these words,
in this room, right now?


I feel so dead inside myself
of course, I want to feel alive


(short piano solo)


i could just breeeeeeak apart
wither away


inabiiiiiiiiility
to have a good dayyyy


fine. I don't need you, I don't need your constant bullying.
I don't need you to start your ******* sullying
of my life with your badmouthing and indifference
I'll find a group of good people...


there's an obvious difference.


you don't want me to feel aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive


There’s a storm coming on, do you feel it?
It’s my everlasting rage, maybe you’ll need it
You need a taste of your own ******* meds
That, or you can give up and cry in your bed


Oh heavens above, do you feel me?
The suffering I’m going through, do you hear me?
Oh heavens above, do you sympathize?
Well I hope you do
I just want to feel alive


But everyone’s pushing me back
To the dark, oh, the pitch black
I try with all my strength and might
Maybe a therapist
Would help me win this fight


Should i change my ways of life?
Or should i stay how i am?


Is it best to see their side?
should i see who they think i am?


signed,


willliam
whom a lot of people don't listen to

[NatTheFurball]

a single person's ignorance
can have a big effect.


and when an entire chat room is in,
it can leave you wondering the point of life.


why am I here, saying these words,
in this room, right now?


I feel so dead inside myself
of course, I want to feel alive


(short piano solo)


i could just breeeeeeak apart
wither away


inabiiiiiiiiility
to have a good dayyyy


fine. I don't need you, I don't need your constant bullying.
I don't need you to start your ******* sullying
of my life with your badmouthing and indifference
I'll find a group of good people...


there's an obvious difference.


you don't want me to feel aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive


There’s a storm coming on, do you feel it?
It’s my everlasting rage, maybe you’ll need it
You need a taste of your own ******* meds
That, or you can give up and cry in your bed


Oh heavens above, do you feel me?
The suffering I’m going through, do you hear me?
Oh heavens above, do you sympathize?
Well I hope you do
I just want to feel alive


But everyone’s pushing me back
To the dark, oh, the pitch black
I try with all my strength and might
Maybe a therapist
Would help me win this fight


Should i change my ways of life?
Or should i stay how i am?


Is it best to see their side?
should i see who they think i am?


signed,


willliam
whom a lot of people don't listen to

Bro stop trying to guilt trip us

[8]

yo this is fire. u should extinguish it

[NatTheFurball]

yo this is fire. u should extinguish it

Damn, thats crazy

[senkritter]

too long didnt read except for the last line which made me cringe

[NatTheFurball]

I ain't readin all dat BTW

[Ben]

I'm going to genuinely encourage you to spend more time writing and less time online. I can tell that you have great potential in this area, so please nurture that seed of creativity and write great works.

[DaviousDingle]

you're like 13 and like fnf go make music or something

or yknow what go write more and let me know what you come up with

[Dinoshark3000]

a single person's ignorance
can have a big effect.


and when an entire chat room is in,
it can leave you wondering the point of life.


why am I here, saying these words,
in this room, right now?


I feel so dead inside myself
of course, I want to feel alive


(short piano solo)


i could just breeeeeeak apart
wither away


inabiiiiiiiiility
to have a good dayyyy


fine. I don't need you, I don't need your constant bullying.
I don't need you to start your ******* sullying
of my life with your badmouthing and indifference
I'll find a group of good people...


there's an obvious difference.


you don't want me to feel aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive


There’s a storm coming on, do you feel it?
It’s my everlasting rage, maybe you’ll need it
You need a taste of your own ******* meds
That, or you can give up and cry in your bed


Oh heavens above, do you feel me?
The suffering I’m going through, do you hear me?
Oh heavens above, do you sympathize?
Well I hope you do
I just want to feel alive


But everyone’s pushing me back
To the dark, oh, the pitch black
I try with all my strength and might
Maybe a therapist
Would help me win this fight


Should i change my ways of life?
Or should i stay how i am?


Is it best to see their side?
should i see who they think i am?


signed,


willliam
whom a lot of people don't listen to

Good.