Another Edit... :
To admit it... this song is a remix of a song someone I had a crush on made...
I really feel like ***** when thinking about her now...
Now, I went through THE *****TIEST YEAR OF SCHOOL-
sorry if I just rambled, b̶u̶t̶ ̶I̶m̶ ̶n̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶r̶e̶v̶i̶s̶i̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶s̶o̶n̶g̶ ̶E̶V̶E̶R̶. ̶̷̶I̶̷̶ ̶̷̶H̶̷̶A̶̷̶T̶̷̶E̶̷̶ ̶̷̶I̶̷̶T̶̷̶ ̶̷̶O̶̷̶U̶̷̶T̶̷̶ ̶̷̶O̶̷̶F̶̷̶ ̶̷̶R̶̷̶E̶̷̶G̶̷̶R̶̷̶E̶̷̶T̶̷̶, FOR DEAR LIFE!
anyways... hi.
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bye.
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v^⁅⌞My Co̤n̤c̤l̤ṳs̤i̤v̤e Ed̤it⌝⁆^v ⁚ 11╱10╱24
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... I dont know what to say about this, I kinda forgot about it and now just looking at the description I typed last time...
What is wrong with me?
No, seriously, I can't get why I just go to the worst possible thoughts whenever I have negative feelings.
Ok, even though I've never had a crush on anyone as big as I did for her in my entire life and still haven't after I felt "Lackout¹", I still shouldn't just...
Feel like *****, due to a missed chance that could've made me have a better year, and better mental health...
...
You know, I am just unstable when it comes to problems like this, but in the end I'm just gonna come to a conclusion of me thinking about the problem positively.
I should just stop "venting". its only temporary for me to talk about a problem this way. Its not even therapy since, in the end, its only one sided, and overall... Why?
I might remove the entire edit I made last time... Was I stupid?
Lackout ¹ - ''The sudden awareness that you’re finally over someone, noticing that the same voice that once triggered a cocktail of emotions now evokes nothing at all—as if your brain had returned the last box of their things and your heart had quietly changed its locks.''
yame
2/9/24 19:32
